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Is it okay to make my own mistakes? Or do you always have to hold my hand. My mistakes aren't as detramental as yours was, I'm the living proof. I'm not trying to get pregnant, or get sexually transmited diseses. I'm living with my Uncle and Aunt....I am their live-in Nanny. I got a CC, to bulid Credit, to get a student loan, to pay for the education that you can't buy. Sometimes you make me angry, and I have to vent. Whats the big deal. I want to grow up, not stay with you forever. I'm indepentant, I'm 18.
September 20th, 2008
Let me beSeptember 15th, 2008
Dedicate dedicate
Uh this one right here goes out
To my homie with the drink
Know what I mean
He said I right what I see
Write to make it right
Don't like where I be
I like to make it like
The sights on TV
Quite the great life
So nice and easy
See now you can still die from that
But it's better than not being alive from straps
Agreed
A mead notebook and a Bic that click
When it's pushed and a wack (echo) beat
That's a track that's weak
That he got last week
'cause everybody in the stu?
Was like that's that heat
A base heavy medly with a sample from the 70s
With a screwed up hook that went
STACK THAT CHEESE
Something something something
STACK THAT CHEESE
Mother sister cousin
STACK THAT CHEESE
He couldn't think of nothing
STACK THAT CHEESE
He turns down the beat writers block impedes
Crying from the next room a baby in need
Of some pampers and some food and a place to sleep
That plus a black Cadillac on D's
Is what keep him on track to be a great MC
Reps Northside so he rocks them braids
Eleven hundred friends on his myspace page
Stack that cheese got seven hundred plays
Producer made him take it down
Said he had to pay
Open mic champ 2 weeks in a row
Ex dboy with a bboy flow
Glow like Leroy you should see boy go
Got a daddy serving life and a brother on The Row
Best homie in the grave
Tatted up while in the cage
Minutemaid got his momma work like a slave
Down baby momma who he really had to honor
'cause she was his biggest fan
Even let him use the Honda
Drive up to Dallas went to open up for amateurs
Let him keep her debit card
So he could put gas in it
Told her when he get on
He's gonna take her to the gallery
Buy up everything but the mannequins your dig
His man called said "your time might be now"
They played your freestlye over "Wipe me down"
They played it two times
Said it might be crowned
As the best thing out the H-TOWN in a while
He picked up his son with a great big smile
Rapped every single word to the newborn child
Then he put 'em down and went back to the kitchen
Put on another beat and got back to the mission
Of get his momma out the hood
Put her somewhere in the woods
Keep his lady looking good
Have her rolling like she should
Show his homies it's a way
Other than that flipping Yay
Bail his homie outta jail
Put a lawyer on his case
Throw a concert for the school
Show this that's it cool
Throw some candy on the cadi
Chuck the duece and act a fool
Man it feels good when it happens like that
Two days from goin back to selling crack, yes sir
Hip hope has saved my life
So Hip hop hasn't saved my life, but I was thinking about what has. Maybe the love of my family? Nah. A passion for music or the arts? Nope. The great and not so great friends by my side? Hell no. Just what keeps me going? What keeps me striving for better?
Have I been saved?September 13th, 2008
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do
I was made for you
You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what
I've been through like you do
And I was made for you...
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
I don't even know if I was made for anyone. I want to be someones everything. I wanted to be Mat's everything, but he really fucked me over. I still think about him all the time. I wouldn't feel this way if he just stopped acting like we still had a chance. I know we could have made it if we tried, but neither of us would put the time or effort into it. As his one of his most trusted friends, I wish him and Kaitlyn the best. But under my breath I wish that him and I had better.Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do
I was made for you
You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what
I've been through like you do
And I was made for you...
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
lonelySeptember 9th, 2008
Well then, FUCK you and your BITCH ASS.
Cuz'...I pretty damn tired of this shit.
Censored for your convienance.
I miss you Dillon.
You should have never left us.
Lossing a friend always weights heavy on the heart.
But losing you nearly squashed it.
Rest in Peace
The Sky's the limit
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:40:29 PM) : Thats her in the pic
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:40:41 PM) : I'm prettier right?
cann uhh duhh (10:43:38 PM) : oh my god, what sat on her face???
cann uhh duhh (10:43:42 PM) : ick. you are way prettier.
cann uhh duhh (10:43:53 PM) : its gotta be the creeper thing he fell for. its definitely not her looks.
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:44:09 PM) : Right and she has like 4 kids
cann uhh duhh (10:44:19 PM) : ewww, wtf?
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:44:21 PM) : All different daddies
cann uhh duhh (10:44:34 PM) : WOW.
cann uhh duhh (10:44:36 PM) : WHORE.
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:44:47 PM) : which means prolly Aids...At least HIV?
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:44:55 PM) : I mean come on here?
cann uhh duhh (10:44:58 PM) : at leasr
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:45:43 PM) : How is it 7mths after we break up CUZ HE CHEATED he is gonna get married?
cann uhh duhh (10:46:08 PM) : thats so akward.
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:46:09 PM) : Why the fuck am I single?
cann uhh duhh (10:46:33 PM) : dude, there's no way they have a good relationship. she's gotta be pregnant.
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:46:56 PM) : Which means he would have ran.
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:47:28 PM) : He is a scumbag like that
cann uhh duhh (10:48:28 PM) : ewwwww.
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:49:22 PM) : I am really upset over his nasty ass
cann uhh duhh (10:49:28 PM) : why?
cann uhh duhh (10:49:38 PM) : nasty ass??? why would you be upset over that?
cann uhh duhh (10:49:51 PM) : if you're going to be upset over a guy, make sure he's worth it.
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:50:57 PM) : I have know Idea, I 'm not crying or anything...Just wishing That he would get anal fucked by lepercauns
cann uhh duhh (10:51:32 PM) : if you think about it, he probably does have rough anal sex with tiny little lepercauns.
SaVizzle YaHurr (10:53:24 PM) : True, I kind of want to shove a Air compressor up his ass then turn it on and blow up his insides, Yah that would prolly make me happier, Is that sick and twisted an anyway?
Thats what TC and I feel about the situation. What a nasty bastard. I really fucking pissed that I'm single. If the Creeper can get married I should be able to get a fucking Boyfriend right? I'm Fairly possitive that I'm pretty, spunky, funny, Hispanic, and very smart.
I have manners and your mothers would love me.
So why am I not a couple?
Comments would be lovely
Thats what TC and I feel about the situation. What a nasty bastard. I really fucking pissed that I'm single. If the Creeper can get married I should be able to get a fucking Boyfriend right? I'm Fairly possitive that I'm pretty, spunky, funny, Hispanic, and very smart.
I have manners and your mothers would love me.
So why am I not a couple?
Comments would be lovely
Help? Anybody? I need Love 2September 5th, 2008
So at the moment I have two festering problems. I'm gonna start with the most ridiculous of the problems.
The Creeper is getting married. I know if you knew who he is you would flip and scream something weird and inappropriate. So I'm kind of upset over the fact that he is getting married. I someone to give me an explanation. How is it that he can know decide to commit to this lady, when he couldn't keep his dick out of other girls pants six months ago, when he was my boyfriend? I know he didn't " Just grow up" out of nowhere. Cause Creeper doesn't "Grow up", He drops out of high school and college to smoke weed and fight with the people who pay his bills. I'm also very fuckin' pissed off because I'm upset over this. I really didn't like anything about him. He was so damn bad at sex, I would try to avoid having sex with him at all, I kept tell him I was on my period.... For like a month. Then after sex he would say stuff like, " What I give you at least four orgasms, At least." I was completely flabbergasted. Like are you kidding me? He was also uncircumsiced, totally weird and gross! He also though he was smart because he so called hung out with philosophers. Wow thats really great, wanna medal you dumb fuck? Why the fuck am I even mad?
The second problem
I miss my legit bitch (best friend). I feel so lonely, and lost. When something happens she is the first person I tell, besides Corey. But She is so far. She had a rough day with this mexi-fag. She really likes him but he wants to talk shit behind her back. So we had an emergency conversation today, since sundays are our regular talk days. I can't wait till we are reunited and rock the fuck out of Port huron. I miss and love you best friend....BAKKF for LIFE.
The Creeper is getting married. I know if you knew who he is you would flip and scream something weird and inappropriate. So I'm kind of upset over the fact that he is getting married. I someone to give me an explanation. How is it that he can know decide to commit to this lady, when he couldn't keep his dick out of other girls pants six months ago, when he was my boyfriend? I know he didn't " Just grow up" out of nowhere. Cause Creeper doesn't "Grow up", He drops out of high school and college to smoke weed and fight with the people who pay his bills. I'm also very fuckin' pissed off because I'm upset over this. I really didn't like anything about him. He was so damn bad at sex, I would try to avoid having sex with him at all, I kept tell him I was on my period.... For like a month. Then after sex he would say stuff like, " What I give you at least four orgasms, At least." I was completely flabbergasted. Like are you kidding me? He was also uncircumsiced, totally weird and gross! He also though he was smart because he so called hung out with philosophers. Wow thats really great, wanna medal you dumb fuck? Why the fuck am I even mad?
The second problem
I miss my legit bitch (best friend). I feel so lonely, and lost. When something happens she is the first person I tell, besides Corey. But She is so far. She had a rough day with this mexi-fag. She really likes him but he wants to talk shit behind her back. So we had an emergency conversation today, since sundays are our regular talk days. I can't wait till we are reunited and rock the fuck out of Port huron. I miss and love you best friend....BAKKF for LIFE.
August 25th, 2008
Need to go get fills, so I can stop eating. And be less......Huge? I'm taking megan with me and this should be great fun. Can't wait for the Tequila fest sunday. It's on like Donkey Kong
Peace Bitch-ass!
goodAugust 24th, 2008
And Gabby is screaming bloody murder. Some days Maycee just pisses me off. I hate the disney channel.
Whats ever clean...or doesn't smell. And makes me feel really great inside and out. Something simple. with lots of colors.
blah When it is hot outside I get cranky.When it is humid outside I metamorphize into Satan.
I hate the feeling of being sticky, even if your in a pool or canal or someother type of body of water, you still feel dirty, nasty, sweaty and sticky.
My Nana's birthday was yesterday, but we celebrated it today @ marysvillie park. Thats her...she turned 59. But has this cleaver
excuse about how your only as old as you feel.
I took some great glamour shots of KJ (Red) to send Kate. I miss my best friend, I feel completly lost without her. I met someone the other day and was like ,"I can't wait to tell Kate!" But she is in Oklaholma right now. She'll be back next year when we buy our house that could possible be haunted. Thats KJ. Isn't he adorable..... Say Yes. He is the Boss, Applesause. He loves when I say that. He starts giggling and dancing silly little baby dances. Metro Station is so catchy, it's very "sweet" sounding.
I', going to bed so I can rearrange the Daycare tomorrow.
I hate the feeling of being sticky, even if your in a pool or canal or someother type of body of water, you still feel dirty, nasty, sweaty and sticky.
My Nana's birthday was yesterday, but we celebrated it today @ marysvillie park. Thats her...she turned 59. But has this cleaver
excuse about how your only as old as you feel.I took some great glamour shots of KJ (Red) to send Kate. I miss my best friend, I feel completly lost without her. I met someone the other day and was like ,"I can't wait to tell Kate!" But she is in Oklaholma right now. She'll be back next year when we buy our house that could possible be haunted. Thats KJ. Isn't he adorable..... Say Yes. He is the Boss, Applesause. He loves when I say that. He starts giggling and dancing silly little baby dances. Metro Station is so catchy, it's very "sweet" sounding.
I', going to bed so I can rearrange the Daycare tomorrow.
